Life has taken a roller coaster ride since my last blog post.
Every day we learn, we nurture , we grow, we make mistakes, we loose, and much more.
The chapter here I am in, is same as lockdown. I want to come out but so lazy to see world out. yes I had dreams, yes I want to be big. But here I am just watching time passes by. Some negativity has hit me so hard that I don't even want to try.
In all these time away from my blog, I have messed with life cycle so much.For example - I don't have true frnds now, I don't trust anyone, I hate person who is doing wrong. I am not happy anytime. Just a lame person walking like alive body. Not even person is word for me. I have many plans prepared but all are waste as I am not willing to stand for those plans. I quit job too.
Family situation is even worse, I never though would talk about this issue so publicly, but its been heights now, so yes my family is fucked up. Still I survived 24 years of my life and will continue. Tried every bit to understand them but CAN'T.
Just wanna run away from everything and be myself.
What is good in this negative thinking?
Only the wrong decision I took are making me feel that I am grown up now. Still no regrets.
Too much I I I, in this post. Self obsession toh bachpan se hai. Anyways How you all? Be strong and safe guys, this lockdown can make you really ill and depressed but don't worry I am here with you ppl.
Please guys disturb and bug me anytime. I am all this way.
Every day we learn, we nurture , we grow, we make mistakes, we loose, and much more.
The chapter here I am in, is same as lockdown. I want to come out but so lazy to see world out. yes I had dreams, yes I want to be big. But here I am just watching time passes by. Some negativity has hit me so hard that I don't even want to try.
In all these time away from my blog, I have messed with life cycle so much.For example - I don't have true frnds now, I don't trust anyone, I hate person who is doing wrong. I am not happy anytime. Just a lame person walking like alive body. Not even person is word for me. I have many plans prepared but all are waste as I am not willing to stand for those plans. I quit job too.
Family situation is even worse, I never though would talk about this issue so publicly, but its been heights now, so yes my family is fucked up. Still I survived 24 years of my life and will continue. Tried every bit to understand them but CAN'T.
Just wanna run away from everything and be myself.
What is good in this negative thinking?
Only the wrong decision I took are making me feel that I am grown up now. Still no regrets.
Too much I I I, in this post. Self obsession toh bachpan se hai. Anyways How you all? Be strong and safe guys, this lockdown can make you really ill and depressed but don't worry I am here with you ppl.
zada senti ho gyi 😋
Please guys disturb and bug me anytime. I am all this way.
